Of Mental Health Day, I’ve been looking at myself. Hard, way too hard. Then I look back at the world… And you know what? It’s not that great. This is how I’ve kept myself moving forward lately, just by a constant mantra of “They’re not that great”. It’s been a large source of of my mental issues. I tend to give people WAY too much credit & I’m trying to stop doing it.
“He ain’t heavy, he’s my brother” –‘H’
By the time I started to know my musical stuff pretty well technically, I was too isolated to have any really good content. So, I work on projects with names like M.H.D. – Y’know, the kind of stuff that most people can’t relate to.
‘H’ Will Have His Day
Since ‘Cleaning is my life‘ right now. I’m passing the torch this week. This ‘Greta Thunberg sings Swedish Death Metal‘ is what it’s all about. The South Park ‘Band In China’ – is a very close second.
Count ‘H’
No, scratch that. I’M still pretty raw. One more ‘Clean’ weekend to go and then… I dunno what happens. It’s a weird place. There really isn’t any incentive for me to do anything anymore… It’s pretty sad.
So I make up silly make believe reasons just to function… Like I’ll pretend I’m a Cult Leader of the Branch Idjubians. The government has determined that my music is so bad – that it’s dangerous. They have no choice but to take me out, and with extreme prejudice. Full on S.W.A.T. team style… and I’m like ‘Fuck these DOUCHEBAGS!’ – they don’t get it – they’ll NEVER get it.
Don’t Have Me Committed ‘H’
